Tuesday, August 21, 2012

52

The first.


Tomorrow is your birthday. 
Every year I will wonder what you would've looked like as you turned a year older. On the day of your birth I will try not to dwell on your death, but I will wish on your candles for all of the birthdays we've lost. I will eat cake. I will tattoo your memory on my skin and I will cry. Celebrating your life will make the loss of that life all the more acute, but I will celebrate... because you were amazing... because you were my mother... because you were....



                                              because I love you.

The last.